Mom :)

What I really love about my mother? Well, aside from she really loves me, she knows my taste. Pick out stuff that she knows I would love. Knows that I like a guy without me even telling her. Knows the kind of clothes I wear. And most of all she knows the real me behind my smile. That's how much she knows me. I love you mom :*

Thanks momma :)

Loveer

I love him because he spoils me :> 

Thats life

The church was lovely. A beautiful sight of Jesus and his knights. I looked down, "God, please fill me with joy. Fill the empty part of me. I need you". Then an idea popped into my mind. Him. I needed him. But not like a need in you know what. But a need of companionship and love.He sat beside me, but it was like nothing's there. I studied his expression. Oh God, I love this guy. I stared at him with love and affection. Looked away realizing I've focused on him too much.But I couldn't resist, I have missed this guy so much. I looked again and this time our glances met. I looked into his eyes. Startled with what I saw. -Ohgosh. I'm beginning to be a stalker now.- I looked at the altar again. Tears heating up. I didn't see love in his eyes nor the affection in his touch. Nothing just plain nothing.

Love is simple, The rest is not. You never gotta to choose the one you love. When I first laid my eyes on him. I didnt see friendship nor malevolence, I saw forever. Quite corny but true. You have to treasure it all. Before it fades away.I never saw the day...... The day that forever was no longer there. We vowed to love each other 'til forever. And now that forever was missing.. Well, you can tell the rest.

Hi :)

I haven't written in a while. Im terribly sorry. I was quite busy with school stuff, especially in research and subject assignments. I wasn't able to update the crazy happenings in my life. Well, there isn't much to tell. Last saturday, We, I meant me, my mom and my lover, to the hospital to get me injected with Zalpen.  medicine for my heart failure. I've been injected with this for over 2 years. Very painful but it serves as my maintenance. If I miss one injection, I will have to start all over again. I will be injected with zalpen until I am 21 years old. After going to the hospital, we went to a mall near the hospital and bought lunch and headed to mom's office. T'was a typical saturday for me. A day well spent with my lover. :)

Sunday was just like the usual sunday. Church then lunch then do some homeworks. No lagaw-lagaw for me because my body was craving for some rest.

Throwbacks :)

Photo taken by my lover in Ecopark ❤

Bacolod Days :( Missing every bit of bacolod :(

With Julian. Obedient volunteers :)

March 29, 2013 ❤

Summer 2k13 vanity ;)

Enrollment days (2k13)

Chillin' at Krisha's :) Was their fiesta. Note, I was very busog there. Thank you krisha's mom :)

Favorite Stolen ❤

My baby,  cupcake,  lovey, baboy and my king ❤ 

One of our first pictures together 

I did my hair. Kinda proud :3

Vain kiddo :)

Last Acquaintance in highschool :)

Volunteer :)

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A shot taken from Clyde's cellular phone. Kinda good quality, But any other way, I appreciate it. CHOS. Feel ko lg mgfriendly today :) 

Havin' a good aura :) Ye ye

So not a normal wednesday

Classes ended a little too early today. No CAT nor club meetings. This was the perfect timing to be home early, since its raining too. While I was walking down the stairs, I saw some of my classmates rushing to going in the CAI room. I stood and thought for a minute. What are they up to? Perhaps an assignment? Or project to be done today? My wild imagination was cut when Noemi, my classmate, went inside the room. Only then I realized they were making their blogs. I smiled and continued walking. It's nice to see people doing purposive things instead of just lying there.

Today was pretty busy for a normal wednesday. Taking missed exams and catching up in every lessons. The good thing about today is, I went through the day. No backing outs. No second thoughts.

School Day

I woke up today with excitement and happiness in my bones. I'll be in school again. Haha. I wasn't able to be in school yesterday because of my pains. But anyway, Today is a good day to be in school. Learn something and be a part of something.

Getting ready for school. Packed my bags and ate my breakfast. I was advised not to skip meals. To avoid stomach aches.Shined my shoes and ironed my clothes. Well, I guess I'm ready for school. Tata for now :))

This made my night ❤

Savored my dinner, Friend fish and hot steamy rice, hoping it will lessen the pain in my stomach. But none of these helped. I also tried drinking hot water, like my grandmother advised, but it still didn't work. I curled up on bed, feeling every bit of pain on my stomach. My mind wandered to a lot of stuff like my favorite foods, Activities to do outdoors and school stuff, and slowly drifting to sleep. When I just started to fall sleep, My cellular phone rang like a fire alarm. Rudely awakened, I stood up and looked for it. There was someone calling..

Flattered with the thought that he called just to ask me if I was doing okay. Well, I wasn't. I feel like the world is crashing down on me. SAAAAVVVEEEH?! Hahahaha For sure I wasn't feeling okay. Stomach ache, joint pains and chestpains are striking me all at the same time. 

At the moment, I just needed someone to hold me and tell me everything's gonna be okay.

Today

Today is just a good day to relax, but in lieu of sleeping, I finished designing my blog. Putting finishing touches and changing every color to pink. I just love the sight of pink. It makes me feel more feminine and enlighten. I placed some designs that was different from others. I was a bit conscious of my designs. Thinking that people will criticize it.

I searched and read a few blogs to learn how the format was done. It was a bit fun and alluring. People's insights are very interesting. It cost me 3 hours to go through 15 blogs. :) Feeling a little disappointed knowing that I will have classes tomorrow that will deprive me from going through blogs. But Im totally not saying that I dislike school. I just dont like the deprived privileges of having classes.

Quotes :)

Opinions :)

I honestly don't believe in "Love At First Sight". I've read in some blogs that they fall for their talents, attitudes and passion. That's why I dont see love if you fall at first sight. You only fall for the physical appearance and not for who they really are. It can be called infatuation. But anyway, like I said, You cant judge love :)

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I believe everyone has their own lovestory. Others had probably ended, halfway through or never even started yet. My lovestory has just started. Im just a 15-year-old kid doesn't really have much knowledge about the world and how it revolves. But I know for sure that a 15-year-old like me can learn how to love. Grown ups always say "There's no permanent love in high school sweetie. So don't get attached too much". That may be true but who are they to judge love? Even the smartest guy on earth cant control love.

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Whenever people ask me, "How did you meet him?" I would proudly delineate the whole story. I'm that kind of person who remembers every single detail about my crush. You can call me possessive because I am at times. :)

I can still remember how we first met, how perverse I was treating him, how disgust I was of him and his perverted friends, how everything changed when I started to really get to know him, how my everyday life changed because of him and how I was starting to fall for that "Altar Attendant".

How I became this Avid and Crazy Kid? Love.. ;)